the pursuit of things i wasn't able to do 2 years ago

hey everyone!

it's your favorite psycho musician back online!

Ranting and raving, frothing at the mouth and all that stuff!

hehehe

nah...

i think i've mellowed out a bit

anyway...

i'm gonna be doing stuff that i haven't done in a real long time!

i'm gonna try and undo the damage of trying to be someone i wasn't for 2 long years.

ah... such is the curse of being alex's son...

but hey i think i'm regaining some of the wild antics i've been known for in the past

lemme just start by saying i have a really cool job right now and it's where i really feel like i'm really helping people out and making their lives a little better well... in my own small way i am helping them out without having to push anything on them and without all the BS involved in other so called... ah nevermind! don't wanna bring others down i'm just saying i love my job!

next... i just convinced Domz my best bud to form a side band for this girl Anna so we can indulge in some trippy disco industrial metal whatever thingie that i'm sorta curious about so we're gonna back her up... actually AcidRadio's gonna be backing her up.

and then oh yeah i'm trying to be part of a lot of things right now and i just applied to become a part of a newsletter for the company i'm working with and it's been ok so far although we had a really really really rushed deadline

hmmm

lessee...

i guess that'll be all for now

oh yeah Sherlock my team mate and constant companion and i are gonna try somethin wild on saturday hehehe and if we succeed hehehe let's just say you might just get tired of our faces hahaha

and also no luck on the girl i like yet... i just can't seem to summon enough courage to talk to her

what the fuck is wrong with me?

what a fuckin shame!

ayt! out folks!

 

Posted by chipesterkhan at 08:15 PM in Personal | Care To Speak?

High School Survey

"High school life, oh my high school life ev’ry memory kay ganda. High school days, oh my high school days are exciting kay saya." ~ Sharon Cuneta, High School Life

Got this from the survey queen. Dahil favorite ko rin ang high school life ko, eto...

1. Private o public school mo nung HS?
--> private

2. Lagi ka bang nalelate?
--> hinde

3. Complete uniform ka ba lagi?
--> yes

4. Sumusunod ka ba lagi sa mga school rules?
--> yes, more often than not.

5. Kumakanta ka ba ng Pambansang Awit at School Hymn?
--> oo naman

6. Active ka ba sa klase?
--> hindi ako mahilig mag-recite

7. Magulo ka ba sa klase?
--> oo (hehehe)

8. Nakikipagdaldalan ka ba habang naglelesson ang teacher?
--> parang si cheska fayatola, depende sa teacher

9. Nagbebenta ba ang teacher nyo ng goods nya sa klase nyo?
--> hindi. bawal.

10. Napaopis ka n ba at bakit?
--> oo. kasi lumabas ako ng school dati. inutusan ako ng CAT officer na bumili ng itlog sa katapat na supermarket para sa THE class nya. dahil COCC ako, no choice.

11. Nakabasag ka na ba ng instruments sa laboratory?
--> hindi naman

12. Sumali ka ba sa mga intramurals?
--> cheering competition lang. takot ako sa bola.

13. Gumagawa ka ba ng assignments o copy lang?
--> both

14. Kumakain ka ba tuwing break?
--> oo

15. Ano ang favorite mong food sa recess?
--> saba con hielo

16. Natutulog ka ba sa klase?
--> depende sa teacher

17. Pumapasok ka ba sa ibang room?
--> dapat hindi, pero kakadaldal ko, ibang classroom pala napasukan ko

18. Nagtetext ka ba habang nagkaklase kayo?
--> wala pang cell phone nun. pager uso pero wala rin ako nun.

19. Nagdadala ka ba ng mga pagkain sa room niyo?
--> lagi

20. Ano pinaka mahirap na subject mo sa lahat?
--> calculus. di ko pa rin gets kung aanhin ko 'to para mabuhay.

21. Natawag mo na bang "sir" ang ma'am nyo, at "ma'am" ang sir niyo?
--> oo, hehehe

22. Ano ang pangalan ng eskuwelahan mo noong HS?
--> Sacred Heart School or in short "Sacre."

23. Naaksidente ka na ba nung HS ka?
--> nothing serious pero tinamaan ako ng basket ball sa ulo habang nasa file (COCC training) at di pwede umarteng nasaktan. di rin pwede gumalaw.

24. Ano ang laging kinakain mong pagkain sa canteen?
--> baked mac, saba con hielo at yung frozen frostee

25. In general, love mo ba highschool life mo?
--> oo naman

26. Sumali ka ba sa theater nung HS?
--> yes

27. Dancer ka ba nung highskul?
--> oo. dance troupe ito.

28. Nging CAT officer ka ba nung HS??
--> yes

29. Favorite subj mo nung HS?
--> asian civilization tsaka world history. bibo kid ako dito dati.

30. Catholic ba school mo?
--> yes

31. Sumasali ka ba sa mga clubs at organization and why?
--> yes. masaya kaya.

32. Pinaka namimiss mo nung HS ka??
--> yung batuhan namin ng water balloons tsaka lahat ng kulitan

33. Nagkikita pa ba kayo ng classmates mo nung HS?
--> yung iba

34. Miss mo na rin ba teacher mo dati?
--> hinde

35. Nagbabatuhan ba kayo ng papel nung HS?
--> oo. hindi lang papel.

36. Nag ka boyfriend/girlfriend ka ba nun HS ka?
--> hinde

37. May nag sayaw ba sayo nung gradball mo?
--> all girls kame tsaka wala kaming grad ball.

38. Umiyak ka ba nung HS?
--> ilang beses

39. Pilot/star section ka ba?
--> nung first year lang kasi after nun, wala ng star section. halo na.

40. Na-kick out ka ba?
--> hinde no.

Posted by strippedfighter at 07:14 PM | Care To Speak?

Hit Restart

heya guys i'll be writing again wahaha

check this site

www.acidradio.multiply.com

and this one too

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Posted by chipesterkhan at 08:43 PM in Personal | Care To Speak?

Latest... :)

Ang tagl ko na di nakaka-pagpost! Paano wala time. Tapos sa office wala internet connection.. so poor diba?

Ano ba latest saken?

1. Naka-leave ako dahil sa hypertension.

2. May small business ako.. ihaw-ihawan!

3. Nakasama ako kala macy, cindy and france sa gala last-last week! france happy birthday!

4. Nakakapag pahinga ako ng maayos.

5. Got new frends (frends ng mga sis ko.) They are out of my leauge pero wala naman masama kung makikisama diba.

6. Flirt talaga ako. Meron isa fini-flirt. At iba ito sa nakwentoi ko... 23 years old ito. dating varsity player tapos, ayun na! mas cutey kesa dun sa isa..

7. Bati na kami uli ng mga tita ko. For the nth time!

8. I can say I'm happy kahit wala masyadong datung!

Ano pa ba? madami pa..

Next stop ng barkada ay sa Tarlac.. sana mas madami pics!

Posted by fish_me at 10:23 PM | 1 Dare To Speak!

Off and there again.

That was exactly 2 years and 3 months since I rid my closet of your skeletons. However, I ended up meeting you again, mingling just like new friends and teasing each other. I couldn't understand myself more why I still love your shiny smile. I wish I could keep that for myself for good, yeah, selfishly. But I ain't seeing a hazy you under your porcelain skin is a bit awkward. I can never tell what's on your mind. I don't know if you still adore the guy, whoever he might be. You weep everyday, at work, at home, in your bed. Why keep it? What's bothering you? What keeps you awake at night shedding tears for someone who may never even realize that you're torn apart? I'd like to see your dashing smile all the time, you know it's such breeze for me. You know, I will do everything to make it up to you, to bring back what was lost. I AM STILL BEGUILED WITH YOUR RADIANCE. Let me love you for just once.

Posted by AngelOfSalvation at 06:05 AM | Care To Speak?

Wake me up when September ends

Let me post a blog which i created last September 17, 2005:

It was September,,, The month that had changed my life,,,

Actually, Im moving on. Trying to break free from the chains of misery.. It was really hard though, pretty really hard. There were nights that I kept on crying from the same damn thing. I can't really believe the fact that HE had done that to me. After all this years, I had a huge respect for that person. I know him ever since I was a little girl.

Im angry at the world,,, I angry to those people who are like him!

Why hiding in a white veil? Pretending your such a RESPECTFUL individual,,, I was really disappointed of you! You used to remind me to do good works. I thought u were a great person! U even encourage me not to go out during wee hours coz its dangerous. Always follow some damn rules and be a nice person. U told me that I should be careful of the world..

I never thought that you were like that. I trusted you so much. Why me? Do I have to be the prize after doing some fucking good deed? huh?

I feel so lost. Really. I will never ever forget what had happened on September 2, 2005. My life is broken... Many of my perception in life had changed because of you. F.U.

Because of you, I had a fear of giving my full trust to anybody.

YOU are the reason why my life is so damn empty!

I hate you!

It's been 3 years..

What am I feeling? Do you ever have that feeling that you're technically okey but you're not?

I really wished it didn't happened. My life was shattered.. It's hard for me to give trust to anybody. My faith was lost. I don't believe in marriage and stuff. That incident taught me that the real world isn't nice.. A scar will always remind me to never trust anybody that easily..

Never.

Happy Birthday Bernice.

Cheers!!!

Posted by kidbaliw at 01:26 AM in timeline, real world, what I'm feeling | 1 Dare To Speak!

Ang buhay ng tao...

.. ay parang Algebra. Ang simpleng equation ay nagiging komplikado dahil sa dami ng variables na dapat mong isipin. Akala mo madaling mabigyan ng sagot ang isang problema dahil alam mong pwede ka dumaan sa isang short-cut pero and hindi mo alam, dapat kang umikot ng malayo o gumamit ng mahabang equation para makuha ang sagot.

Sasakit ang ulo mo kakaisip kung paano mo magagawang makita sila X at Y. Parang buhay pag-ibig, ako si X, nakita ko na si Y pero di parin magtagpo. Pwede kasing si X ay isang even number at si Y ay isang odd number. Gustuhin man natin na gumamit ng calculator para mapabilis, hindi pwede, dahil bawal sabi ng proctor. Bawal daw madaliin para makasigurado kung sakaling magkita na si X at Y.

Minsan naman, parang Geometry ang buhay ng tao. Kahit anong pilit mong gawing right angle ang buhay mo, madalas, acute angle ang kinakalabasan. Madalas kelangan mo mag-bend backwards, negative 45 degrees nga kumbaga para lang makasabay ka sa agos ng buhay.

Pwede din natin sabihin na ang buhay ay parang Trigonometry. Kahit na sayo na ang Trigonometric Table, kahit na hahanapin mo nalang ang sagot, di mo parin magawa dahil tinatamad ka or ayaw mo lang hanapin. Minsan nasa harap mo ang taong para sayo, di mo parin napapansin. Nagbubulag bulagan ka dahil ayaw mong makumpleto ang buhay mo dahil masyado kang maraming hinahanap.

*Wag nyo masyadong pansinin tong sinulat kong ito... Madami lang gumugulo sa isip ko ngayon.

Posted by kitongzki at 09:37 PM | 8 Dare To Speak!

end of days

I hate this day! Super toxicated with work. It sucks! I swear!! Non-stop cue..  Escalate.. Sup calls.. Legal Law Suits.. Grrr! Can we just tell them na 'can you please shut up?! it's really frustrating!'

I don't know if the enhancements were good.. It only leads to one hell shift! Tapos may VOC pa? Hai.

Oh well. This is my job.. my career! Naks! Haha!

Posted by kidbaliw at 12:04 AM in reel world, what I'm feeling | Care To Speak?